Ms FunFire
Is the picture above alike with the previous entry? Hahah. No no... this was taken yesterday. Fresh from the oven! Anyway yesterday woke up early and meet group-mates at LJS! Awesome delegation of power point slides and we force our not-morning-brain to wake up and think.
Literally we actually do put in a lot of effort. After 57 slides the presentation finally over and of course good feedback! High group-affirmation with good feedback help to sustain status-domain. No idea what i just talked about, well that was what our group project all about. Thank you to Wei Tin and Jannah for the group effort. =)
Oh and because i paid attention during another group's presentation i got a chocolate during Q&A. See i am a good kid in class. *smirk*
And the best part of all thing, after school head down to Vivo with my sister to catch Gokusen the Movie. Everything about it is the best.
PROVIDED YOU WATCH PART 1-3 and Special Episode or else you will lose out or can't seem to get the humor. -.-"
And i was gugugaga seeing Tamamori Yuta, Kamenashi Kazuya, Haruma Miura, Takaki Yuya and the most surprise one is Oguri Shoon! I'm melting alllllll the way. (laugh)
So be sure to catch GOKUSEN THE MOVIE =)Those who ask to watch Gokusen along with me, i don't mind to watch second round. But depend also cause i am busy and i don't know why it seem like I am the only person they know that watch Jap show. Whyyy everyone ask me? Different group of friends summore. Haha.
Apart from that...
On the weekend, Yamashita Tomohisa begin his first solo concert. According to review i read, it was an overwhelming performance. Currently i am listening to all his solo songs and it is awesome RnB beats. I believe the concert is still on going. Yamapi also update his nikki (blog) and it seems like he is having a good time! Gambatte!
And let's shift to Yamapi real life BFF, Jin Akanishi's movie Bandage will be out sooooon. Probably next year =) I soooo cannot wait. Weeee!
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Guess that is all for today. I reached home at 12.30pm and now is 2.24am. I must be crazy cause today at 9.30am will be doing filming. I need proper rest!
Mina Oyasumi!
Labels: Gokusen Movie, Haruma Miura, Jin Akanishi, Kamenashi Kazuya, Oguri Shoon, Takaki Yuya, Tamamori Yuta, Yamashita Tomohisa
@ Tuesday, November 24, 2009Tuesday, November 24, 2009.
Morality Bites
These days it is hard to keep up with myself. I hear myself complaining more than i should be. I sense that there something worst coming up. Something that i am not prepared about. Could it be about school work? Could it be about friends?
I'm jaded, afraid and worried altogether. Having hard time to sleep and coping with my datelines is killing me. I wanted to call out for SOS very soon but every time i do, i ended up not talking about it. I know i have friends who willing to listen. I know whom to called just to entertain my lethargic-ness. I know whom to cry to when i feel like crying.
But above all the option, what i really need is myself. I need to spent time with myself. I'm surrounded by so many people that sometimes i wonder which part of me is me and which part of me is true.
They said, when you spent most of your times with them (friends) part of your personality will somehow changed to be alike. We will talk alike. Eat alike. Laugh alike. I've seen it coming. Some of my friends already have symptoms of me. Which is flattering. =)
The other day, some of my friends deliver news which mostly i hate to hear. Usually i will get overly defensive. This time i am too tired to think of the alternatives words to say. (
Sometimes when i'm keeping quiet, i wonder if they expect a reply from me). And just when i decide not to think too much about it, it appear in my unconscious thoughts.
And the worst part of all this nonsense, i kept having nightmare about it. And my nightmare always ends up with me waking up like literally jump off my bed type. That's how serious it is. This makes me unhappy. Cause the moodiness will drag to school. And dear classmate always clever when come to perceive emotion compare to my own group of friends. Which makes me more sad.
I expect my friends to know me better. I'm sorry. I am human and as much as i want to treat you like any human being, i also have my own expectation. Which sometimes makes me wonder, did i meet your criteria?
Oh God help please...
It is funny how news about me always deliver from my group of friends instead of it coming straight to me. As if telling me face to face is so hard. As if being honest with me could be their honest mistake. If news reached to me via my friends how about my own group of friends? Are they faking too? Eventually some part of me just hate it that news is circling around me and it involved me but i am the last to know.
If you don't want me to know, don't bother tell my friends. Cause some part of you, wants me to know that is why you reach out to my friends (alternative me) instead of telling your friends. The alternative me will eventually tell me. At least the news deliver but indirectly.
And than again i get it why news hardly get to me. Probably it must be the idea of my friends is like my gate-keeper. Is like in order to know Sabby you have to go through her friends first. OR it is because Sabby (me) is so frank that whatever that will come out from my mouth will be the last thing you wanted to hear.
So the truth is, i am not the one who is in-denial. But it is you? I am being honest. Can you? So if you are afraid of how frank i can be, don't bother trying please.
I know where this coming from. It is always ->
Sabby has her wall build up so high that it is hard to get to her. She is so defensive and if i get to her, i will lose her. Perhaps you think getting near me = losing me. Perhaps you forgotten maybe without trying you already lose me?
@ Thursday, November 19, 2009Thursday, November 19, 2009.
Chaotic
17 November - Case Study Assignment.
23rd November - Group Dynamic Presentation.
25th - Employee Organization Assignment.
30th November - Group Dynamic Report (Not sure of dateline)
10 Dec - Clinical Health presentation.
It will be a hectic week. Datelines around the corner and many group meetings. The worst of all things, today will be in school from 12.15-9pm.
I want to blog something here but i am too shagged for anything now. I don't know if stress is the correct answer here. LOL.
I'm having insomnia again. That is why i am still awake now. Anyway just now i watched Yamashita Tomohisa interview. He is so funny! His Nikki update (Like blog update) cheer me up actually. Guy blogging is way different than girls.
Above picture is him in his latest music video called MOLA which is my blog song actually. This is the screencap. Bloody hell that girl so lucky! (laugh)
Yamapi now is doing Code Blue season 2. I am so excited. Dec will be his solo concert. January 2010 will be Code Blue season 2. In this case i won't be lonely anymore.
You all know how lonely i am since Buzzer beat is over =(
And since Ryo finally has his music video for Code is out, i would love to share one of the screen cap. Awesome right? Always has fetish over guys who know how to work his fingers on guitar.
Alright i need to sleep. Today long day!
Labels: ryo nishikido, Tomohisa Yamashia
@ Tuesday, November 17, 2009Tuesday, November 17, 2009.
Weekend Crash
*That's Kenneth*
The only classmate of mine who speak in scientific language. Seriously whenever he answer the question or asked a question, my mind switch off. Not saying he is damn boring but my vocabulary is limited. And this guys really speak using sentence which i barely too lazy to think too much.
No offense Kenneth. We psychology student not supposed to judge each other. So i'm not judging. Although this is not ethical of me to post his picture without his permission, but lets see how far this entry goes.
Currently, i am doing research for my other modules. I am going to complete my 1500 essay soon. Left few touched up and reference. One assignment down. And i also been busy uploading days in Dover at FB. (If you are free do take a look.). Hahah. So the old memories.
Plus i heard that one of my sec sch friend wedding is today. Confirm mini reunion. If only i knew earlier i would have come but i need to follow my schedule in order to complete my assignment on time. Booo to Sabby!
Speaking of sec sch. Picture below is me back in 2006. Just graduate babe!
So if you think i look young now, look at me then at the age of 17!
Be jealous cause i am young!
*Age 17*
*Age 18*
*Age 19*
*Age 20* Before curl hair. Hahah.
